Dear Readers, I have been away now for quite some time. It is even harder now to find time to write and then take into account all of the efforts it takes to figure out what to write about, it is so time-consuming. And I do not find myself with a surplus of time these days. A few months ago, I received a phone call from my mother, that she could no longer take care of my grandmother. I have been doing my best to care for her, on top of trying to work things out with my failing marriage, parent two children and work full time. I don't want another thing to swallow up my precious time, but something I can come as I please and write about whatever is on my mind. I do need that, on nights like this when I just can't seem to shut my eyes and drift off to sleep. My mind is working too much, too fast, it's on overload and I just needed to talk, to write and its okay if no one listens, because this is really just for my sanity. I need some sort of release in my life. I am up at 5
It's been a month since I've made time to post new content. Heck, it's been a month since I have even written anything new, although I do come up with ideas for stuff, almost daily. The hardest part is making time to just be long enough to get the creative juices flowing again. Life is happening all the time, there is always something going on. Something new, something old still unresolved, always something to occupy our minds. Once my mind gets bogged down with everything else it makes it extremely difficult to gather the motivation (if I ever do find a moment where someone doesn't need me for something) to be still long enough to get the computer on, open up a page and start writing. The other day on my break, I was scrolling through Facebook and saw a post of a new blogger, who had written her very first post and wanted some feedback. I was for sure reading her post, somehow, I knew it would make me feel better about my own posts (that sounds shitty, doesn